Y write

Actually i hate writing ... coz i know less words than t9 dictionary n do not possess ne good literary skills. Also writing without ne interesting (logical and rational) or emotional (which can raise ur heartbeat or make u cry) or humorous (the most difficult part of literature) topic is really waste of time ... mayb not for writers like me, but sure for readers like u. So here is Disclaimer

"Everything that i gonna write is just for me ... n it serves no purpose of entertaining neone else ... its not even amusing for me ... n still my fingers wont stop shitting"

So the reason here is ME... and thats coz i realize something ... i cant stabilize my emotions ... they fucking fluctuate like DC ...

[well emotions should be at least like AC ... slowly changing and they should attend their highest level of voltage .... after that u need a inductor in ur life ... to make it almost constant but to let it resonate.. I think ill write my theory of Electric Emotions in separate blog ... itll shock u]

Back to topic ... i dont hate them all ... i just hate when im having negative voltage ... n theres really no good way for me to remember my +ve thoughts ... so ill be trying to put them here
and will try to remember them ... sometimes words seems to be a good way to define most of the things ....

And the reason to make these things public--

1. I shld be firm on what I hv felt .. its not to comfort me ... just a short backup of my feelings

2. I can decide which ones to make public n which ones to not ... mayb ppl will come to know how fucked up i am

3. Readers can go through this pile of crap n be enchanted ... this is gonna be a Mahakavya :P

4. How many points shld i give to u so u can move to next topic? piss off from here