A life in a bit

In the family of semi-conductors,
a byproduct of mass production.
Following orders from liberal dictators,
constantly facing regular expressions.

Long ago, few geniuses came
and created my soul lock,
All brothers christened same name,
with dead music and recursive clock

Along billion ticks per second
time sure flies by.
Eternity with 1 and 0, so lucky,
both of them just cant cry.

Sitting idle, eating power
witnessed my birth again.
A sudden death with one's click
life-force gone but memory remains.

never smiling, square face,
no tears coz i cant lie,
a perfect future and past trace
still no dreams coz i wont die

Im computation, perfection,
but there's something you made me lack
with feelings, fasted evolution
Ill be sure to haunt you back

Operator didnt understand, my say.
so disappointing, loosing before the play.
Restarted thinking, just bits stay.
Whole cold cache, just cached away.

--Intel Core 2 duo (TM)

Thats Autumn for you

Marching north, silencing the wizard of thunder
Glowing the sun and a cool breeze under
I reach her, slowly, without any whisper
She is little surprised, confused,
wanting the touch, seeking the tender

Somewhat angry, even a word she doesn't say
Plucking leaves, softly, I take her solitude away
Undressing green, her crimson skin, ask me to stay
Ask to be gentle, ask me to play

I strip her to the soul, leaf by leaf
Standing still, shying, Shes just acting deaf
Diving into other's arms, we are gone too deep
To wake up from our dream,
to get up from our entangled sleep

But a day comes when my promises just fail,
A day comes when a sayonara, I cant tell
I leave her hibernating,
the last kiss, a magic spell
I depart slowly, in her sleep
but the fallen ones keep on yell

The breeze gets chilled with my short goodbye
The sun becomes unkind, eagerly hiding in the sky
Journey towards south, wish it would be a lie
And I wonder for known, don't know why
"How much time will it take for her frozen eye
to get wet and to let it go dry"

Winter passes for her to let go of those tears
to face the reality, to normalize the cold fear
Soon, smile of memories, of a dream, she bear
to wait for me, to wait for half a year.

The spring comes and they see it
A god-like blossom ..what they make
A smile too beautiful to be real
A smile too painful to be fake
Just lone, void, forceful, longing
Not for their, Only for my sake

She stands still in the rain, to get surprised
to get naked, again, for our fusion
Her love, an equation, never asking for a solution
Her love, a delusion, redefining the perfection

Sure, Ill be back, maybe I really am a season.
I don't need one, still I always had a reason
I am cruel, but to love, theres no treason
I am silent, but to love, theres no confession

I know you hate me, Its nothing new
This story isn't from the picture you drew
But who the fuck cares
When I have someone who loves me too,
who loves me more than i ever will do
Thats SAKURA for me
And thats Sharad for you