Missing you

So long, so dry, rejection
On far end u stay
A dream, half heart, precognition
bent in reality, broken, ur way

Whether, in here, in soft mild air?
or are u the warmth in my lung?
Whether, up there, on moon white clear?
or are u the tune we've sung?

Answers hide, in shadowy dust
puzzles, solved but due
Why the promise to the late dusk
that "wont ever forget you"

A smiling statue i seek
stones known, diamonds sly
The heart misses a beat
ur planned last min goodbye

And wishing the hold, the hand
static, cold, few grains of sand
Cant take it all, in my fists
Slipping it all, on a treasured island

Now just a wish to keep, my ground
but the sea cries, deep, drown
Relive, reload, redo
knowing i can swim, a lost sound
pulls me up, sea tears keeping down,
Coz "I really miss you"

The abyss, and the half naked mermaids
All shades of ur mask, ur face
redefine moments, enchanted first-aid
on the addiction, on my chase

Drinking the truth, living a lie
legs shiver of an old hangover
fallen steps, no jumps, a long fly
only an image making me sober

At that tick, standing still
leaving me, the world, my dreams too
the barish phase, unknown will
And "I miss missing you"

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So my angel

Will you let me hold
Just a small part of u
Will you let me steal
Just a lil heart of u
Let me be the autumn
The cruel one, slowly freezing u
Or Im afraid
"I might miss not missing you"

My deathwish
"I might die not kissing you"